It's been a good minute since I've posted, so lets fix that!
A lot has happened to me since I last posted, and I'm quite pleased with
myself. I conquered my fear of reptiles- alright maybe not conquered
hehe, but I can hold this little gecko we have and actually like her..
Need proof? I have attached photographic evidence... =) ============>
She is actually quite interesting, I was holding her the other day and Rob tilted his head to the side and said something to her and she copied him and tilted her head as well. I'm sure it doesn't mean the same thing as a Golden Retriever doing that, but she has a curiosity for folks just the same. She seems to like me best, (ironic huh?) I've tried to pass her to other people to hold and she backs up back into my hand and won't allow herself to be passed, so that's cute. Anyway moving right along..
I took and passed my GED test, I don't know what I was so worried about all this time, but it's done! I also went ahead and did the COMPASS test, while I scored great on the reading and writing, my math wasn't so hot. No biggie, I'll take the remedial course and keep on trucking! Oh so I guess I should add that I was accepted for fall semester at Georgia Gwinnett College! I was worried that I would have to do a 2 year first like Perimeter or something, but nope, I got my acceptance and I will be registering for classes Friday!
I've decided I want to get my degree in Early Childhood Education. (Teaching elementary school, not day care) Let's face it, little kids is where all the fun is! I gave a brief thought to teaching secondary biology, since that was my favorite subject in school, but then I remembered two things, first, if it wasn't for Tom Nieset and his willingness to cut off frog legs I would have never made it through dissections- ick, while he enjoyed cutting open the little guy and checking out the inside, I stayed as far back from the desk as possible, laughing at his ridiculous antics of cutting up that poor amphibian, and doing all the writing... and the second- middle school kids have attitudes. Bad ones... I think I will stick to the little ones that still want to learn! (And yes I'm aware that some middle school kids do want to learn, but I think the payout of watching a 7 year old's eyes light up when they understand something is going to be phenomenal!) I can see it now, the first day of school my speech will start with "Good morning boys and girls, my name is Mrs. Green- just like the color!" hehehehe
I can't express how excited I am that my family is stepping up to help me achieve my dreams! Without my mother, my husband, and anyone else I can sucker into babysitting over the next couple of years, this wouldn't be possible. I'm ready! I have Pinterest boards already overflowing with bulletin board ideas, songs and tips and tricks for learning things- who doesn't remember "Never eat soggy worms/salty watermelon" or "Please Excuse My Dear Aunt Sally"?? Macaroni necklace anyone?
I'm also nervous about college, I guess that is normal. I know nothing about history, sure I know you go to school to LEARN these things, but I am wondering how many others around me will already know when I haven't the slightest clue?
I will have to deal with my own homework as well as that of two kids, little league, a toddler, dinner, laundry.... It's going to be hard, but at the end of the day when I get to finally walk across the stage and get my diploma, it will all have been worth it. I will be able to say that I took my life that started out a little out of order and chaotic, and turned it around into something great! I will be able to show my children with confidence that if you put your mind to it you really can conquer anything that comes your way. I can show them first hand the adversities that you suffer when you make the wrong decision, but also the rewards when you decide to change your mind. Nothing is a good enough excuse to say "that's it, it can't be done, I'm giving up".
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Hello!
This is the post with the snowman in the bath tub. It was from a tour I did of my favorite store at Christmas, Country Folks.
http://adebbie-dabblechristmas.blogspot.com/2010/11/sneak-peek-and-country-folks-tour-part.html
There are 3 floors and a displat house filled with Christmas!! The snowman in the Bathtub was in the display house.
Enjoy!
Hugs,
Debbie
I think you’re amazing for taking on college with all of your responsibilities as a mom! Once you get into your education classes, being a mother will be a huge advantage because you’ll already have a frame of reference when it comes to understanding children’s development. The 20-year-old "traditional" students will be the ones without a clue! You’re right—it won’t be easy. But I bet you’ll have a better appreciation for your education now than you would have if you had started at age 18. I always did well in my undergraduate classes when I was 18-21, but I can’t say that I really enjoyed many of them or took full advantage of them. Now that I’m 27, I truly enjoy reading and learning in my grad school classes—and on my own. You'll have the advantage of being older and more intrinsically motivated to learn from the very beginning of your college career.
One thing that I have learned in life—the hard way—is that whether or not we make the “right” choices, things rarely ever go as planned. We just have to keep our eyes on our goals and keep fighting to achieve them. I love your positive attitude. These blog posts by you and Tiffany are inspiring me to keep getting up and dusting myself off. Keep posting!
Thanks Ashley! It encourages me to see people that believe I can do what I'm setting out to accomplish. I sat for almost 10 years with the attitude that I couldn't do anything or get anywhere in life because I'd already "messed up", but one day a light switch flipped and I said to myself "succeed or die trying" pretty much. So here I am, scared and excited all at the same time!
I think you are right about being more focused now as well. At 15, as a freshman, I didn't care anything about school work. Now being older, I noticed during orientation that I was one of the only ones taking notes and actually paying attention, while the "kids" were putting their heads down and asking when we could leave. I think having been in the "real world" instead of being straight out of high school without a care in the world will help me understand the magnitude of how important it is to do well and learn as much as you can.
I'm glad to know that someone actually reads what I write, even if no one did writing is my favorite form of free therapy. =)
Kimberly,
First of all, I'd like to let you know that I am giving you a standing ovation right now. I am beyond inspired by people who stop, look around and say "This is not how my story is going to end. I call the shots. I control my own destiny." You are taking on some tough challenges, but I want you to know that you can do anything. You are powerful beyond measure. I believe in you 100%. Always remember that these challenges are what make life worthwhile. If we had no obstacles, rewards would fail to be rewarding, and life would be spinach…with no dressing.
I can completely relate to your decision to return to school. I barely graduated high school, dropped out of community college and didn't return for three years. Like you, I was afraid of failure...actually, I was terrified of it. I finally returned when I decided to stop fearing and start living. Before, I viewed college as an obligation, but returning as an adult, I saw it as an opportunity. I can guarantee you, without reservation, that you are going to do very well in your classes.
Check out this link: http://thedailylove.com/streeeeetch-yourself-if-you-want-to-thrive/
This post talks about fear, and how to let it you drive you toward your goals, instead of away from them. You should definitely subscribe to this newsletter; it is inspiration overload!
Also, keep writing! You’re an excellent writer, and your journey is inspiring! I look forward to reading about your success and your how you overcome the obstacles that arise!
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